So it's 3 weeks plus to go,I mean PMR.
Procrastination still on like usual.Haha
8th of September.
I really wish today is a very good day to do my revision and to update my blog too.
Praise the god,I mean Budhha that I am still alive.
god comes first,parents,siblings,and my friends!
Without anyone of you,My life wouldn't be completed.
I pray hard so that you all will be my side any time and every moment♥
I might be stubborn,naughty,playing around.
But all of you must remember one thing,I can play around with you,because you're my friends.
I could help anything that I can do.But sigh :\ Aquarius ppl always give the best,and sometime ppl have never appreciate.This made me 100% disheartening.
I am so alone in school,that's a reason I always want to leave this school,
Just so sorry to say that.I am your best friends but I didn't be in your gang,
In my heart just confirmed me,I have no friend.
that's my thoughts.Can't change.I am just so happy that everyone just being so nice to me,
God loves me.He does everything just for me,better life.
I might have been through something that I really don't want to repeat again.
I just wish that thing will never come back to me.
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Sometimes I just wish to skip the town for a little while.
I am Typical Aquarius.When I am sad,I just wish everything could stop and I just want to be alone.
I will start wondering why the world like this ? Why god treats me like this? Maybe everything comes to me has a reason.Maybe I will never understand.I just keep on over thinking until I find a reason to comfort myself,poor me.I just want a male friend to guide me,talk with me and even counsel me.
I always want to be a better person on the next day,I started to scare when all my friends left me.
I am willing to understand.After all,I have no male friend to comfort me btw.
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I am much fatter now,
I have chubby face,like pau.
Big face,I dislike about myself,
I wish I have hook nose and sharper face whenever I look myself in the mirror.
But what's to do,I can't compare.
But guys always see your face only.
If they say NOPE ,they are lying,
Pretty girls always get a boy's 100% attention.
I am just not that pretty one,
Just hope I could find a boyfriend who loves me with the purest heart,
So far I know,all the pretty girls got their very bad side.
But nobody is prefect.
Except for YANG MI ! my idol!
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If you ask me whether I got crush or why I am single.i think the picture below will tell you everything,
SCROLL ON >>
If you can't see it,just zoom in.
the realm of me,hard to understand.
My way of thinking will be 51% different with normal ppl.
If I love someone,I am way too jealous.
like the vinegar bucket,HAHAHAHAH.
Hilarious x
I am just so silly in love,
Other way to describe might be LOSER in love.
I am just so overprotective what's mine,Who's mine.
The picture up there is a person wrote at ask.fm
I just simply screenshot,
The answer was all I felt,Really.
A guy takes a girl's three years to forget?you believe ?
Magie told me this and we both agreed this so much.
Love kills,hate kills.
What to do.Its all about life.
My determination has been 1000plus days,
Silly right?what to do,
I am only me.
LOSER ******
#factsofme
Our fate never fade,you didn't fade in my heart,
But me in your heart,fading 98%
I think.i just hope that my wish could fulfill in the age of 23+ maybe
LET'S OUR FATE FACE OUR FUTURE TOGETHER.
GOOD LUCK IN MY PMR 8A's
And I could find a new gang in school soon.
That's all I wish,
That's all for today 😁✌
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